I don't know what I feel. I suppose I feel sad. All of my new friends are leaving or have left already. College is a lot of fun, I am free from so much responsibility that comes with living at home. Here, I am essentially free to do as I please. What I please happens to be school, but still it is nice not to have to chop down trees, haul firewood, or mow the lawn. Here I can relax with friends almost every night and spend hours rediscovering the physics of the universe.
I think I am afraid that I am going to be bored this summer. Really, really bored. I am a bit afraid of what I will do when I am bored. Will I smoke? Will I do some things I'll regret? I have no idea. I feel like I may go a bit crazy this summer. I guess we'll find out.
But now for a quick game of dota. I have a lot of packing to finish up tomorrow before I checkout of Wiley at 3. It's ended so quickly, why does college have to be over?
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