I keep forgetting that I have this and that I have mandated some sort of commitment from myself to write in this. I just completed my last exam before spring break tonight and I think it went OK. Hopefully I don't look upon these words later and sigh.
I failed Physics. Straight up failed that test, 29 out of 100 possible points. Thank god for curves because it will probably end up being a high D or a low C. But still, the feeling of inadequacy hurts.
I played in a magic draft on Friday night. It was a 10 man pool and and we played for about 8 hours, I got back to the dorm at 4am. It was an indulgence I hope to partake in again sometime soon.
I talked to Emily. I want to stay friends but it still bothers me that I don't understand fully what happened between us in October. I've fretted about it enough, so that thought is going back to the lock box of painful thoughts in my 'mind palace.' I've started trying to use that to get the things that keep me awake out of my head. It's worked fairly well.
I still suck at War Thunder, but I've gone on a nine game win streak in Dota. I got an A on CS and a high B on Engineering, which may yet be curved to an A. My video project looks to be very good and all in all the many small victories outweigh the losses (mainly physics).
Now to deal with the thoughts I let loose from their box. That'll take me a bit.
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